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   I’ve given up on ever finding true love there’s no such thing all girls her in America don’t no how to love there all one night stands overly picky mean shallow superficial cold hearted users gold diggers and I’m feed up I’m 44 years old no girl well ever give me a chance I have a learning disabilty I don’t no what’s wrong with me or why I deserve this over my shoulders I feel like I’m in a dark tunnel trapped and I can’t get out I don’t sleep at night I cry when I see other couples I cry every night I feel like I won’t to stabb myself in the heart all I ever wanted was for one girl to love me for who I am find true love like everyone else but steal I can’t find it why do I deserve this why do I deserve so much hate from girls for being me why do I deserve so much pain I feel so much empty Ness loneliness I feel like I don’t belong here any more I feel angry my hearts so empty I’ve been bullied over and over I couldn’t even get date to prom all because girls are so weak and so unable to look past looks and all this bad boy bull shit no guy should have to be a asshole you be mean to be attractive you American girls are all indicted to drama like being treated like shit because there so I mature and I’m done I can’t take it any more I’m so tired of feeling guilty for my looks why should I it’s not my fought you’ll all don’t no how to love and your heads are so big and your so stuck on yourselves I give up trying any more I’m tired of girls calling me retarded ugly loser saying you’ll never get a girl because of my looks my disabilty so what I have a learning disabilty it’s not a dam disease or sin I’m feed up thinks to all of you for ruining my life never giving me a chance judging me all the time and breaking my heart thinks alot I hope your all real happy with yourself I’m so lonely I need love I need someone to be there for me hold me and love me why is that so much to ask for why do I deserve this why won’t any one girl listen to me why why why can’t I find love to why is there any girl out there who’s different or are they all the same closed minded mean shallow girls please help me I’m going to kill myself I can’t live like this any more I’m human with feelings I need love to I feel so lost and so alone trapped and hopeless mabye suicides a better choice for me ?:(